How can i get over this boy . ? Did he ever lyk me. ?

okay so i have been on again off again with this guy for lyk idk a year in the begging our relationships wud last a month or two then they would last lyk 2 weeks but then we dated for 6 months ! and it was the best 6 months of my life ! then we broke up and then 2 months later he asked me out and broke up the next day then got bak together that same day and broke up again the nxt day then a month later we dated again for 6 days and broke up and tht was 2 weeks ago. my friend tlked to him on the phone while i was with her but he didnt kno i was with her and she asked him why he broke up with me he said he was tryin to get with someone else then later on in the convo he was lyk idc bout tht one gurl and then she asked if he wud ever date me again he said YES but not anytime soon so wht do yhu think did he ever lyk me? oh and i love himm soo much no words can describe how much i love him i cnt get over him i think bout him 24/7