The love of my life left me?

Normal but you have to move on. I don't know of anyone over the age of 30 who hasn't had a broken heart at least once in their life. Realize this is a part of life. Get busy with your life unless you want to waste it by dwelling on something that happens to most of us and is very human. Use this as a time to follow YOUR passion. Everyone has something they feel passionate about, now is your chance to live your life.